Tag: Technology

  • Welcome to ToddHDow Studios

    Welcome to ToddHDow Studios

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    ToddHDow.com has been part of my life for more than twenty years.

    Over that time it’s been a personal website, a résumé, a place to share projects, and occasionally a home for whatever happened to capture my attention at the time.

    If you’ve visited before, you might notice that things look a little different.

    Not because I’ve started over.

    Because I’ve finally decided to become intentional about where I’m headed.

    For years I’ve talked about writing novels, building worlds, running memorable tabletop RPG campaigns, and exploring the ideas that have fascinated me throughout my life. Those dreams always existed somewhere in the background, squeezed into evenings, weekends, and the occasional burst of inspiration between the demands of career and family.

    Eventually I realized something.

    If I was ever going to take writing seriously, I had to stop treating it like something I fit into the margins of life.

    It deserved the same commitment I’d given my career.

    ToddHDow Studios is that commitment.

    It isn’t a new beginning.

    It’s the next chapter.

    Following the Thread

    I’ve never been particularly good at having just one hobby.

    What I’ve always enjoyed is understanding how things work.

    Sometimes that’s a cyber attack.

    Sometimes it’s a medieval battle.

    Sometimes it’s a fantasy world.

    Sometimes it’s a beautifully crafted collector’s edition sitting on a bookshelf.

    Once something captures my imagination, I tend to dive in completely.

    I’m a lifelong reader and, admittedly, a bit of a book collector. Stephen King’s early novels, the Fighting Fantasy books by Steve Jackson that first taught me how stories could branch based on my decisions, epic fantasy like Brandon Sanderson’s Stormlight Archive and Robert Jordan’s Wheel of Time, modern favourites like Dungeon Crawler Carl—my shelves are filled with stories that reward curiosity and immerse you in carefully built worlds.

    That same curiosity spills into technology. I spend time experimenting with artificial intelligence, software-defined radios, emerging cybersecurity tools, and whatever new technology catches my attention. Not because I need another hobby, but because I genuinely enjoy learning how complex systems fit together.

    For a long time I thought these were separate interests.

    Now I realize they’ve always been connected.

    They’re all about understanding systems, exploring decisions, and seeing how consequences ripple outward.

    From Security Analyst to Storyteller

    I’ve spent more than twenty-five years working in cybersecurity, beginning as a security analyst and eventually serving as Chief Information Security Officer before moving into my current role as a Security Solutions Engineer.

    One of the biggest lessons that career has taught me is that systems rarely fail because of technology alone.

    They fail because people make decisions.

    Good decisions.

    Bad decisions.

    Sometimes impossible decisions.

    Every incident tells a story.

    Every attack begins with a choice.

    Every defense depends on someone seeing the bigger picture before it’s too late.

    Once I recognized that, I started seeing the same patterns everywhere.

    History.

    Politics.

    Business.

    Tabletop games.

    The best novels.

    Different settings.

    The same human questions.

    The Worlds I’m Building

    A wide cinematic collage blending four scenes seamlessly: a futuristic city skyline glowing with digital threat overlays and cascading code; a dramatic medieval battlefield with armored knights and billowing banners in smoky dusk light; a warm candlelit tabletop RPG scene with dice, miniatures, maps and rulebooks; and a close-up of an open writer's notebook with scribbled ideas, ink, and a fountain pen. All four scenes merge together in a moody, atmospheric composite — dramatic shadows, rich colors, cinematic widescreen composition, highly detailed, sophisticated and evocative.

    That’s why ToddHDow Studios is organized around four long-term creative worlds.

    Each one represents something that has shaped my life for decades.

    Cryptogeddon

    A moody cinematic wide illustration of a near-future city at night under subtle digital attack. Glass skyscrapers reflect cascading green and blue code. Faint glowing network lines arc across the sky like constellations. Tension in the atmosphere but not chaos. Dark, high-tech, realistic, dramatic lighting, sophisticated color grading, highly detailed, widescreen composition.

    This project is rooted in the career I’ve spent decades building.

    I’ve watched cybersecurity evolve from antivirus software and firewalls into artificial intelligence, ransomware, nation-state operations, and increasingly fragile digital ecosystems that underpin nearly everything we do.

    Somewhere along the way I stopped asking, “How do we defend against this?”

    I started asking, “What happens if we don’t?”

    Cryptogeddon is where those questions become fiction.

    It’s grounded in the technology I’ve spent my career working with, but ultimately it’s a story about people trying to navigate a world that’s changing faster than they can understand it.

    Holy Wars

    A moody cinematic wide illustration of a medieval battlefield at dawn. Thick mist hangs low over the ground. Armored knights and soldiers stand in silhouette holding banners that ripple in the wind. The sky is dramatic with dark storm clouds breaking to reveal faint early light. Realistic historical tone (not fantasy-heavy). Rich textures, dramatic shadows, sophisticated cinematic color grading, widescreen composition.

    Long before cybersecurity became my profession, I studied Philosophy and Religious Studies at the University of Toronto.

    My honours thesis—The Just War Theory and the Argument for Peace—traced Christian thinking about warfare from the time of Christ to the modern era.

    That research never really left me.

    History isn’t simply a collection of dates and battles.

    It’s a study of ideas.

    Leadership.

    Faith.

    Power.

    Ethics.

    And the stories civilizations tell themselves to justify conflict.

    Holy Wars is where I’ll continue exploring those questions.

    Book of Dow

    Book of Dow

    Every family carries stories.

    Some are preserved in journals and photographs. Others survive only through fragments—old letters, fading gravestones, whispered family legends, and unanswered questions.

    Book of Dow is my attempt to explore those stories.

    Part genealogy, part historical research, and part storytelling, it’s a long-term project inspired by my family’s roots in early New England. Whether that journey ultimately becomes a work of family history, historical fiction, or something that ventures into the supernatural shadows of Salem remains to be seen.

    What matters most is the search itself.

    Because every family has a past.

    Every place has its legends.

    And sometimes the line between history and myth isn’t as clear as we’d like to believe.

    Campaign Chronicles

    A moody cinematic wide illustration of a candlelit tabletop roleplaying game scene. Dice mid-roll across a detailed battle map. Painted miniatures stand in dramatic shadow. A Dungeon Master's screen partially visible. Warm candlelight contrasts with deep shadows. Rich textures, realistic style, sophisticated cinematic color grading. IMPORTANT: true full-bleed composition, no white borders, no letterboxing, no blank canvas space at top or bottom, edge-to-edge artwork filling entire frame.

    I first rolled dice as a kid.

    Like many people, life eventually pulled me away from Dungeons & Dragons.

    Years later I found my way back, and today I enjoy the hobby even more than I did growing up.

    I play around my own table, at friends’ homes, in local game stores, and online with players from around the world.

    As a Dungeon Master I’m drawn to horror, suspense, impossible choices, and campaigns where actions have lasting consequences. Ravenloft, gothic horror, and stories where the world remembers what the players have done.

    I’m also fascinated by how AI and modern technology are transforming tabletop gaming. From worldbuilding and encounter design to handouts, artwork, and campaign management, we’re living through one of the most exciting periods the hobby has ever seen.

    Campaign Chronicles is where I’ll share that journey as both a Dungeon Master and someone building a business around helping others experience unforgettable games.

    The Writer’s Notebook

    A moody cinematic wide illustration of a writer's notebook open on a wooden desk at night. Pages filled with handwritten notes, crossed-out lines, sketches, and margin ideas. A fountain pen rests across the page. A half-empty coffee cup nearby. Warm desk lamp light illuminating the notebook while the rest of the room fades into deep shadow. Atmospheric, reflective, sophisticated tone. Highly detailed, realistic textures, dramatic lighting, widescreen composition.

    Everything eventually comes back to writing.

    This is where I’ll document the journey itself.

    The victories.

    The frustrations.

    The lessons learned.

    The books I’m reading.

    The publishing decisions.

    The creative breakthroughs.

    The moments when everything seems impossible.

    And, hopefully, the moments when it all comes together.

    Because I suspect building these worlds will be every bit as interesting as eventually finishing them.

    Looking Ahead

    ToddHDow.com isn’t becoming something entirely different.

    In many ways, it’s becoming what it was always meant to be.

    A place where my professional experience, academic background, lifelong hobbies, and creative ambitions all come together under one roof.

    Whether you’re here because of cybersecurity, speculative fiction, history, tabletop gaming, writing, or simply because you’re curious about how creative projects grow over time, I’m glad you stopped by.

    My hope is that years from now someone can visit ToddHDow.com and discover something that sparks their own curiosity.

    Maybe it’s a novel.

    Maybe it’s a D&D campaign.

    Maybe it’s a historical essay.

    Maybe it’s an article about cybersecurity or artificial intelligence.

    Different projects.

    Different audiences.

    One philosophy.

    Worlds built on strategy, conflict & consequence.

    Welcome to ToddHDow Studios.

  • 10 years(ish) of blogging!

    I reached a pretty cool milestone in December 2015 – 10 years of blogging! My first official blog post is dated December 29 2005 (Welcome!). My blog, then called Wirepaper, was meant to be my geek home online, but has since shifted to focus more on my writing pursuits.

    Wirepaper

    Over the years, I have talked about religion, politics and IT stuff (Mac vs PC)… I think I’ve covered all of the main topics that you’re supposed to avoid when talking in polite company.

    AOL CanadaPostmediaWhen I first started blogging, I had already established my IT career. I had spent time working at AOL Canada as a web geek, I had worked in a couple of internal IT departments (at Celestica and Toronto Rehab Institute) and I had recently returned to the online space when I started working at Postmedia (then called Canwest) in early 2006. When I joined Postmedia, I was just wrapping up my undergrad degree from the University of Toronto (in Philosophy and Religious Studies) and I was beginning a masters degree (Master of Divinity) at McMaster University. I have since put my studies aside and continue to focus (and greatly enjoy!) on my IT career.

    And here lies the challenge with my blog: my content spans some very different topics. At times, I write about IT – blogging tips, tricks and techniques, summaries of some geek stuff (especially my beloved Kindle!) and a fair amount of content about IT security (which is my primary career focus). Other times, I have written about Cystic Fibrosis Fundraising. My daughter has CF, so this is a cause that is very close to my heart.

    But the bulk of my writing over the last 10 years has been about philosophy and religious studies. And I am kind of happy about this. While I do like writing about geek stuff, I think that my writing habits have highlighted where my interests lean more often than not: faith and reason. I love my IT career. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. But I am more fascinated with existential concerns: where do we come from, why are we here and where do we go when we die.

    I do remember every piece of tech that I’ve ever had, but I am starting to see all of that stuff as tools that we have to replace every two or three years at great expense.

    Macbook AirTools? That’s it? Yes. Some are prettier than others. But at the end of the day, they are tools that we use to communicate. I’m writing this blog post on my wife’s Macbook Air. It’s my favourite writing instrument. It is lighter and faster than my aging Macbook Pro (which I fear may have finally died for good – it’s either got a failed hard drive or a failed logic board). Her Macbook Air has an SSD drive, it’s less than 3 lbs and it has 12 hours of battery life. Oooohhh… Aaaahh… Are you excited yet?

    Yeah, me neither. I used to be, but not anymore.

    (and this should serve as fair warning to my wife that I might be coveting her laptop on a regular basis until we fix or replace our Macbook Pro)

    ChromebookNowadays, these things are commodity devices. Most of us just need a web browser. We keep in touch via webmail, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, . All of this could be done with a Chromebook. If you need MS Office or some other productivity tools, then a full blown laptop is still needed. But Apple has almost replaced laptops with tablets with their latest iteration of the iPad Pro.

    But I digress… what was my point here?

    Oh yeah – I am happy that my writing is about something other than technology. I can use all that tech that I understand for something outside of the tech community. And I’m really excited about that. That is the dream of the internet, realized. But even bigger than that, this is the dream of technology throughout history: to better our lives and to improve our quality of life.

    Or, maybe it was simply to kill other people more efficiently. Yeah, that has been a key driving force for technological improvement over time as well. That and porn.

    Printing PressThe internet is this age’s Gutenberg. Anyone with a commodity device is equipped to reach the world. There has never been such a democratization of free speech in history. And I feel fortunate to be able to participate in this free speech.

    Looking back over the last 10 years, I’ve shared my thoughts on war and peace, the existence of God, the historical Jesus (did he exist or not?), atheism and more. And this is the important stuff to me. I’ve wrestled with where we came from, where we are and where we’re headed. I’ve interacted with people that agree and disagree with me (and I appreciate both sides of the argument to help me discern my thoughts). And because of this, I feel more centred in my approach to life and in how I continue to live my life.

    Do I have more answers because of my writing? Nope. If anything, I only have more questions. But that’s okay. Because I’d rather know what I don’t know than not know what I don’t know (do you remember Rumsfeld’s “unknown unknowns”?).

    faithDoes this make me any smarter? Nope. If anything, it makes me feel more foolish for sharing my incomplete and/or inarticulate thoughts with others. But I have made some stronger relationships from my writing. And I have learned how to more clearly state my case as well.

    And for that, I don’t regret any of my writing. I’m glad that I’ve done it. If anything, I am sad that I haven’t done more. But, as I said recently, it’s time for me to do more writing. I find it therapeutic, relaxing and fun. So, you can expect lots more of it.

    I’m going to spend a couple more posts dwelling on my 10 years of blogging. Stick around. In my next post, I’m going to talk about my top 10 posts from the last 10 years. After that, I’ll geek out a bit and share the technical nuts and bolts for how I’ve maintained my blog over the years (it has been surprisingly simple). And, I’ll wrap things up with a post where I talk about what I am most proud of with my 10 year old blog.

    Have you been blogging for a while? Does any of what I’ve said resonate with you? Why did you start blogging? Do you have one topic for your blog or has your focus drifted over time?

    Share your thoughts in the comments below.

    And, let me know if there’s anything else you’d like me to write about pertaining to my 10 years of blogging.

    Talk soon!

    Todd

  • Technology and CF research

    CF pops up in the most unlikely of places from time to time… This morning, I was reading an article pertaining to high volume compute clusters and I stumbled across a reference to Microsoft Research and their ties to medical research, specifically Cystic Fibrosis.

    Microsoft funds a research centre that employs a ton of leading academics in the pursuit of computer science applications that may eventually make their way into Microsoft products.

    In this case, the research project is called “Unraveling Protein Folding: High-performance computing Helps Shed light on diseases“. This particular research project is using large volume computer resources to simulate protein folding, which is at the biological root of Cystic Fibrosis, as well as many other diseases including Alzheimer’s, Parkinson’s and many forms of cancer.

    The hope is that this research will uncover the causes of proteins that fold inappropriately, thus leading to some of the conditions mentioned above. From there, treatments may be identified to help correct these flawed protein behaviours.

    At a Glance
    Project: Molecular Dynameomics
    Location: University of Washington, Seattle
    Project Principal:
    Valerie Daggett, professor of bioengineering, University of Washington
    Web Sites:
    www.dynameomics.org
    depts.washington.edu/daglab
    Microsoft Technologies:
    Windows Compute Cluster 2003, Windows Server 2008, SQL Server 2008,
    Visual Studio® 2008, Internet Information Services 7

    I get really excited when I see my professional world (I’m an IT geek) and my personal world collide. Hopefully this will help lead to some tangible benefits for those that suffer from these horrible diseases.